"begin again" by colbie caillat

a new start people.


im ready to share.


full circle right? started on an island and ending on an island.


still waiting for that green light.



well this is where ill share my life. a different time. a different place. but still me. full of depressing sappy and silly posts. usually in that order. forgive the randomness...


i have 7 days to pass my boards.



next trip. cali.

then hawaii.



wish me luck...ill definitely need it.


im ready to begin again.

"unfold" by marie digby

What i can remember
is a lot like water
trickling down a page
of the most beautiful colors
i can't quite put my finger
down on the moment that i
became like this...

you see i am the bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
yet i shrink down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me
i think my heart is wrapped around
and tangled up in winding weeds

but i dont wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my imperfections
and even though my feet
are trembling
and every word i say comes stumbling
i will bare it all...

watch me unfold
unfold

these hands that i hold
behind my back are bound and broken
by my own doing
and i can't feel
anything anymore
i need a touch to remind me
i'm still real

but i dont wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my imperfections
and even though my feet
are trembling
and every word i say comes stumbling
i will bare it all...

watch me unfold
unfold

my soul
it's dying to be free
you see..
i can't live the rest of my life
so guarded
it's dying to be free
it's up to me to choose...
what kind of life i lead

but i dont wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my imperfections
and even though my feet
are trembling
and every word i say comes stumbling
i will bare it all...

watch me unfold
unfold

i will allow someone to love me
i will allow someone to love me