"hey jude" by the beatles

i love the beatles. i know people always say this but i feel like i was born the wrong era...

how beautiful the misery and love. i kinda wish i could've skipped the techno beat era...never a fan...


i miss the dollar theaters.


i would really like to go to a drive-in...maybe i'll wear a poodle skirt. hehe.

movies...oh how ill sit through even a bad one.
its beautiful how characters in a movie can make you feel a certain way...


man, i love them...


Jim Sturgess
Mark Ruffalo
Sandra Bullock
Mandy Moore
Adrian Grenier
Susan Sarandon
Meryl Streep

"promises and empty words" by scars on 45

i always reminisce today.

it reminds of my shortcomings and disappointments. its no secret that i've done some messed up things...never with ill-intentions but somehow misconstrued...its easy to make excuses and pass blame. today, i blame no one but myself...

i'm sorry. i'm sorry for the things i've done...and not done...im sorry for being a disappointment and for causing pain. i'm sorry, for lots of things.


today i ask for forgiveness...maybe one day.





maybe one day.