"all you need is love" by the beatles

ive always wanted to be a gymnast. even with practice, i could not do a round-off. maybe if i could do a round-off my career path would have been different. maybe.

i applaud gymnasts. their diligence and perseverance to something so amazing. i admire their drive and dedication. sometimes people think that making a difference in the world requires degrees or special training, talent or intelligence...


really all it takes is a little love...love for someone. love for anything.

all you need is love.

"i am" by nicole nordeman

i dont understand.

sometimes things dont seem fair, and i know that i shouldnt question the will of God...i just wish sometimes i could understand.

its funny how the world around you continues to move regardless of how slow your life becomes. how narcissistic to think that how i feel could be so important. but it does to at least one person, me.

sometimes my life moves in slow motion. i know it seems impossible but i assure you it happens. and its these exact moments that you wish would pass faster. it prolongs the feelings of helplessness and pain. of loss and of sorrow. of fear and of anxiety.

of loss.

im so sorry.

"perfect world" by ace of base

no matter how much training i have, i believe more in the power of PRAYER. if you can, pray for her. not only her survival but her recovery. and pray for her husband, 3 girls and family.

its hard for me to understand the will of God, but i do not doubt he hears our prayers...

"canned heat" by jamiroquai

its funny how the small things are what seem to matter.

this is who i am.

i guess things don't change. or maybe its just me.

like old times. happy birthday, old friend.