"i am" by nicole nordeman

i dont understand.

sometimes things dont seem fair, and i know that i shouldnt question the will of God...i just wish sometimes i could understand.

its funny how the world around you continues to move regardless of how slow your life becomes. how narcissistic to think that how i feel could be so important. but it does to at least one person, me.

sometimes my life moves in slow motion. i know it seems impossible but i assure you it happens. and its these exact moments that you wish would pass faster. it prolongs the feelings of helplessness and pain. of loss and of sorrow. of fear and of anxiety.

of loss.

im so sorry.