"california gurls" by katy perry

this is how you live like a rock star.

naked tuesdays.
lost earrings.
bruises.
a slice of paradise.
weekday clubbing.
craig robinson.
up after noon.
being on a studio set.
jerry springer telling us he loves us.
sacred heart.
red lipstick.
double takes.
asleep after 4am.
flashing hunting beach.
getting my dress ripped off me.
photo shoots on the beach.
good food.
good times.

for your looking pleasure...

"california love" by 2Pac

when it rains, it pours doesn't it?

a lot has happened this past week. and more times than not its is hard to see the silver lining. i'm working on it :-/

sometimes its hard to enjoy all my travels and good times when there's so much going on but i am grateful for the time that i have to share with my friends and family that i get to see so rarely.

still have a long list of things to do, but so far, been pretty successful in trying to just relax. i have the occasional freak outs but c'mon and i can't stop just being me ;)

so waiting on the rest of the h-town crew to get here...but hopefully will visit with my old friends again, from houston-austin, living in LA. crazy.

tomorrow maybe shopping in orange county. maybe hiking to hollywood sign. maybe segway tour. maybe ghetti. maybe the north hollywood medical center (set of the scrubs set). maybe the BEACH! so many things to do...so little time!

my favorite part of this trip so far...sharing in the moments in my long-distance friends lives...

"dream on" by aerosmith

it is finished...



now it's time to catch up on all the things i've neglected. uh-oh...


this is me trying to be Type B. haha. fail.

"the heart of the matter" by don henley

its funny how pride can be so crippling. how it keeps us from being all that what we should be...


and even though its cliche, its true: "why can't we all just get along?"

to know who we are, part of it comes from knowing yourself and the rest from where you come from, family. we all have our many faults. none of us are perfect.


i feel like with every decision i make, there comes a consequence, expected and hopefully forgiven. thats the innocence and naivety that i can only hope is shared.

its such an awesome word, forgiveness. if you can find it in your heart, please share.

"1, 2, 3, 4" by Plain White T's

i miss austin. don't get me wrong, i love being close to my family...even if they drive me nuts. but there is this independence and autonomy associated with Austin.

it was always a time when i found freedom and happiness.

it was an escape. i miss the comfort of its city limits. (and 2 hour drive)

i wonder if hawaii will feel that way.

i remember dominica feeling empty. and at that time, that was what i needed. maybe im too full now and need to be knocked down a peg or too.

we'll see i guess.


only a few more days for my test. i hope for the best.



i need a job. i need security. man being type B is hard. no lists. being relaxed and easy-going is hard. maybe if i work at it ;)


"its easy as 1..2..1..2..3..4..."

"begin again" by colbie caillat

a new start people.


im ready to share.


full circle right? started on an island and ending on an island.


still waiting for that green light.



well this is where ill share my life. a different time. a different place. but still me. full of depressing sappy and silly posts. usually in that order. forgive the randomness...


i have 7 days to pass my boards.



next trip. cali.

then hawaii.



wish me luck...ill definitely need it.


im ready to begin again.